The well deserve opportunities to fix themselves, given more benefits of the doubt than the sickly, discrimination is bad, because it encourages others, to keep people away or out of environments who they deem to bear characteristics of those problematic, and upon too many discriminations permanent illness, that is feeling comfortable in group settings, and upon being asked to leave, or being told not to return, on personal records, results in others treating them the same. There are behavioral health issues, and there are simply people being able to fight with others because they think they are more well than someone who they deem is not well, and then think its okay for them to say it to their face that they think they are not well. Breakups are difficult, and its not until someone is not able to achieve in life, that you think twice about whether it was appropriate when they were well to drain them tired, until they responded poorly, in another environment. That’s not love. Usually you give people their spaces in life, give them room to grow, and upon abandonments, thrive on your own with or without people in your life, not impede on their personal life progress. Some things you learn to let go of in life. What people do in their lives when youre not around, and understanding that their lives too were ruined upon a breakup. That’s called being understanding. If 7 years have passed and a person has still not moved on, that means that there is something wrong with them, that did not need to be identified out loud, which is called disability. And now under the pressures, of parents getting older and needing to work, now its become an issue of waking up and going to bed every night that is causing me concern about my own health. These are things you should not have to struggle with as being fought towards, and these are things you should not have to struggle with upon meeting new people, and being treated as discriminated.
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What does it mean to give up in life (?) Is it when we give up on others, that we are deemed at fault, should the arising of unfavorable outcomes to their behaviors which cause us to lose faith in them, when and if they arise, be held responsible for outcomes that do them a disfavor in life reputationally, how to overcome those reputational setbacks, without describing the past as having been let go in life, or treated as responsible for ones own condition. What is a proper way of viewing the health of someone in need, and if they need more meds to function is it appropriate to give them more meds, is that considered addiction (?) Once it gets labeled as addiction, then it gets treated as an addiction, and once a label of addiction is placed upon a general need, not a need to feel better as to overcompensate for feelings of being bad, then it is not addiction that is being treated (as seen when taken off all meds in a Rehab situation) but a bigger issue, as to abilities, enablement, and disablement of ones opportunities future for being apart of, you only live life once. With a job in DC at DC Law Students in Court, I was going to make it in life, a dream job, working and living in DC (“the east coast”) among those who are well and smart, prove myself as among them, no better than the rest, however that opportunity was not provided to me, because it required more medications than I was currently prescribed, that’s not a mismanagement of time, but simply nervousness about work performance on exams, relationship anxieties as attached or detached from, and reaching points of stabilities as attached to another in a long distance relationship, and be able to distance oneself from a current love, in place of more professional goals in life, to work in another city, as a working professional, prove oneself. If you don’t want to be an Attorney yes you can still go to Law School, and if you are required to take the bar, yes that’s the plan to finish a JD and sit for the bar exam, pass or fail, its not a big deal learning 50 subjects and then being tested on those subjects with your notes you keep (or lose via firefault), learn to let go of what you cannot control in life, your medical care, and learn to thrive nonethelsess broken hearted when things do not go your way, another life ruined, to further depict the life of someone else, who was led astray does a disservice to the original advocate of the person to who is trying to receive helps for taking care of their daughter, its when we over obsess about what ifs, and try to control stories, that sometimes, those least adept and professional get treated as though there is something wrong with them, based upon comparing them to who they know in life, if dating is important to you, then yes date at 34, don’t continue to wait, and be chaste, via punishments, because others do not think you are fit for dating or relationships, because of your instabilities faced upon losses.
Also known as “talent” in other countries, however in The United States “talent” “phenom” or not, we can all play soccer, yoga, write, read, and argue like champs, thanks to Princeton Review and Kaplan Test Prep, take all the practice exams, and take one twice get a 152 timed. You might recognize a question you’ve seen on another exam how you know youre ready, and get the same scores you got in Colorado, because California, was following the lead of the State who understands me more as “smart” with As, other than 6th Grade. Everyone peaks at different points in life, most of us peak in our younger years, and everyone who made fun of those who were younger when they were younger, already made fun of us, and now has kids, so just move forward, that’s leadership, leading for, not to stifle, that’s empowerment, to help aid provide assistance to those in need of help, they freed my friend online, our Fathers used to talk by phone CA to NY, he has a bowling alley in his home in the Hamptons, I bought an East Hampton T-Shirt from the souvenir shop, my sister got spied on through the swinging door changing room. Practice kids (?) No these are the kids … inspire or step off the stage, if you smoke listening to Eminem and no one stays, the kid across the hall notices things are not right and tantrums, the Mom looking at you, driving away, walking him to the car. Im not the $hit yet, although I was told I had a very adult furnished apartment, I could not afford the whole book case and TV set, but could afford the dining room table desk. By iBoom I would listen to music and write for Advanced Legal Writing got an A, being quiet, and answering all the Professors questions, improving upon my writing which was being shared as I went sounded like what I had included or was writing about, as Half Asian, I didn’t get the joke, she was a DA in New York, and got a C+ in Civil Procedure, why I drove everywhere, I wouldn’t know how to connect everything on paper. I was put in Rehab for buying Adderrall from the neighbor who lived behind my best friends with a bmw, with a pole in his house, for parties, and a tiki bar. [Only prescribed 2 for 10 hours, evening courses + 2 courses I had to drop the day of each final, but free styled one exam I think]. I drove to Yorba Linda 1x a week to study.
Theres nothing worse than trying to be just as beautiful as or the same as, really nothing worse than someone as imitation trying to be as pretty or as likeable as another, that’s not envy or jealousy, growing up it was more like perfecting self to the best of your ability, then being punished for looking good sent to therapy, as having disorders, that’s unfortunate, to cause weight gain to those who have suffered harms because of who they are, or look like, than say as letting down others, or as separated, more well off, as not having people in their lives, that’s not true, nor is true of those who bathe together love eachother in the same way as the person to who bathes them together loves them or knows of why to, it causes unattraction, not in eachother, but of each other, and not to behaviorally put them in opposition to one another, but to treat the same as and as treated the same as, immune to the issues or embodiment of the other, as next to, similar or like siblings, sisters, or natural rivalries occurring between those who have recall of times, closer than usual to those they love, eventually you stop needing or wanting love from those, who you are put together with, see them as not as big as you, as an exchange of confidences occurs, when love is given to one or the other, why people are treated the same, and in loving relationships, people seek to be treated equally as important as love given made them to feel, wish to be given the same type of love and support in return, that’s to be equalized, as giving energy to someone, and then being given back energy, is called love.
When people don’t ask you for help, but expect explanations from you, that must mean you are being relied upon (?) Yes, probably as mature and to be respected by others in the community, is this something common to all newcomers to a territory yes, and is it by what people hear they decide what is best for the communities health overall, yes, and if that’s to exclude others, than so be it. Behavioral health issues, are much about being attached to things you no longer want to be attached to, why people let things go, I keep everything, see the value in my work, and the things that I have, why I look like my privileges in life are plentiful, however well earned, those moments you live for in life are worth it, and its by being happy for others, and not being lead astray as gone, that you illustrate that you are not hurt, and not connected, and as disconnected, not lost. Those are simple lessons in life, you don’t learn as being blind, but as being among others, and while drinking, things are going well, then by all means carry on the conversation no one remembers but those listening, yes we are microphones, and yes our ears can hear you if you pitch to us, your voice, and yes I take all “ews” “pervert” and any additional commentary shouted at my Ford ie “difficult to drive” car, personally. >>> [Your fears happen in stages: (1) Thought About (2) Stated (3) Stepped Into (That is How Fear Happens and Comes to Fruition then whatever else you attract in life ... report if unwanted, we cant all be golden children, great movie, it was Boulder not you, cool developments in life ... but not because of your presence kalediscope, will talk to you when you get off the tram (behavioral health issue cycles of attachments) it snowed (To my waist in Boulder 2006 skiers down the street barely made my flight on Christmas Eve and in DC 2013, wrote in the snow "Go Buffs" which was erased, in a separate incident screamed to the top of my lungs told to keep it down in DC, the police drove by) (Later reactions as F over, and then really F over in life, is about who F up in life -Dont be another example, mini private stories made public to cast further doubt as to the beauty of your life, called in for "death penalty" cases handled by guys I dated today, and got bell replies in return #ignorefears - I continued my education, thats not a with or known about issues as to "who to be nice to and what the issues are" be however you need to be toward people you think less of who cares, call 911 if people are being mean to you, its what they do when youre gone anyways and put you further behind in life, until justified by taunts, dont drink, swallow the throat burn take diet pills, pound 3x energy Starbucks which doesnt work, and leave) ... no one cares, okay then, to the escalator, its closed, okay then date, no not as you are, then stand on a dot, start over, okay, I guess so (#stopsuicide) [Reaction: throat burn, at least its not my head, thank you those connecting to me now, hatometer is not up to my head, thank God #stophate)]. <<< That’s just as recognized not respected, similarly, when others are seen as stupid, they tend to blame those who they think have misrepresented others, and put you away before even having the opportunity to appreciate you as human (not equal), and if you get harmed as attached to others, and when and if around others, achieve success, then it is by disclosures of what is not going well, and awareness of those fogs, and showing an ability to perform in spite of those fogs. Learn to clock in and clock out (and if your boyfriend shows up unannounced) don’t delete his number as having replied to you upon going on a 2nd date (then his friendship will be used by names like the names of people you know to build a website with names like names you know) that’s to prove you looked up a number you lost and as directed typed in a location told they were. That’s not “stalking” … don’t look people up, and never visit unannounced unless they are your boyfriend, and if you have one companion, disclosing to, its okay to go back to who you are used to, the LAPD will still punish you if you get suicidal in between as disconnected, that’s how they recognize who is well or not well, upon cleanliness, and disconnections misled, that’s a hard act to follow … souls, mental stability, behavioral health, intelligence, things people say, what you remember recall, lesson: do not self-harm to appear worse off than you already are, to match anything Kodak, if you were not beautiful at those moments in time as large, then as thin you will no more less likely be appreciated or valued as having lost 50lbs, impressive. Those photos or achievements in life, are for boyfriends, lesson: not as seen a wrestling photo of my ex on his Facebook, be in competition with as cut out of a photo pose similarly in the buff. As soon as you lose consciousness, and misled by things you see, that means you are looking for direction in life, as to the issues, how to present the issues, have a firm understanding of whats gone wrong as thought about you, before responding, as though living proof, of wellness, or proof of gender, etc (all issues we find grose) dear HRW, the handing of my box stamped by The US Supreme Court and The California Supreme Court, special, was much like calling 911, and ending up at locations as connected thought connected to, have control of your hearts, and don’t allow papers flying at your car, and ending up at street names to get the best of you.
There is unethical treatment, and there is unreasonable treatments, of people, who even as situated similarly, get treated differently in life, then once separated further abuse those positions held by them as separated by those who hold powers as to the opinions of others, that’s being separate, and whether under understand those illnesses or not, is not of interest to those who are trying to get well or who are well, its usually by the mistakes of a person, that they suffer hardships, or believed deserved to suffer hardships, as being associated to people, and then people past being connected to one another as without a person in their life, that’s no way of helping someone move forward, treated as ill, until they become ill, or ill, and then treated as well, expecting more from a person than they are capable of producing or able to provide insights that are not considered “ill” to the minds of those who do not trust or who seek to provoke illness in them, there are ways of obtaining disclosures, and its not by hurting others, are disclosures made, that’s an improper way of assessing the mental health of a person, that upon “snapping” or if they look a certain way upon “snapping” to determine whether an offender has entered their bodies, or whether their faces have been affected by an offender. Someone who is as virgin affected by someone who is later an offender is not my responsibility to care past for those photo’d with me, put in my diary as associated to “offenders” then treated poorly, no matter what education I obtain put in a “fighting words” position, that is to (1) establish wellness (2) proceed with wellness (3) tested be insulted (4) as insulted establish illness (5) establish illness is caused by (a) insult (b) pre-existing illness … therefore no further “public embarrassments” need to be “established” to differentiate me from others as “offender” and seek to “expunge” my record, as treated poorly generally by the public, and not until not feeling well, nice to, that is a waste of my energies to politic, if I cannot work, and to work, if I cannot stay well, that’s not my fault, that Im in a fragile condition, and whos fault is that as having associated me to others, then hurting me to be like or similar to the condition of those fragile, and say my friends as hidden on my Facebook, was in response to terrorism, as because of terrorism responded by hiding my friends, as defriended, or reported in captions, an “offender” to the best interests of others, that’s not my responsibility to help those who have been harmed by others, I can only do my best to not let those harms interfere with the best outlooks, and experiences of others in life, energy wise, to whom to spend time with, to whom to confide in, to whom to share wellness with, to whom to trust, to whom to love, to whom to read, to whom to listen to, its by what makes you feel well, don’t change my tone to “fighting words” until my head burns, as responding to issues, not currently faced.
There is nothing wrong with going by what you hear or by what people say, that’s common to conversations, and miscommunications can occur upon thinking you know someone and as by knowing them think you know how to treat them, whether that’s a public put down in life, in retaliation to you, or whether taken personally something said on Twitter and taken down, justifying later attacks on you, until suicidal, is an unjustifiable use of force if an amends is made, and not directed toward you, but upon insult, as matching notes were found on my car by my neighbor twice, that’s to amplify hate toward me, by people knowing informations held in a closed container in my desk, and a logo folder which my Father had wanted me to make a logo for his company. Do not insult the privacies of people not made public, and try to confuse them as having shared in public, things kept in their private spaces, no later recordings of them as required to justify a later use of force upon them if they deem necessary of likewise feel problematic tone or insult heard as directed toward them. That’s making things about you that aren’t about you in life, everyones struggles in life are different, theres no need to cast more light upon an issue, that’s already been dealt with in private. If you don’t respect people individually as not attracted to them or sensing something wrong with them, than I am an example of someone who does not fit the matching set of traits deemed likeable by those who respect women, for different characteristics or traits in life and to further worsen matters, cause weight gain by putting me on 4 night meds and further breaking my heart, that already suffers form depression, and over-sleeping, and staying up at night, awake at night, asleep in the early mornings, is how I have lived the majority of my life since college except when taking 8am courses or working, up in the mornings, that’s not addiction, that’s enjoying my sleep. “Why do you sleep so much?” “Whats the matter with you?” Going back to bed after breakfast (a not so common characteristic or trait of me). “What are you lazy?” At times these words hurt my feelings, but at the time, they were just concerned with my health. As taking aderrall it made no sense why I was all of a sudden tired … is that being known (Is that how you know when?) Do your best to stay positive, its not your responsibility to interpret your past in terms of what has gone missing, and what illnesses you suffered from to establish a timeline of faults along the way, its usually per breakup things go missing or you get ignored, just do your best to move on too, Im sure everyone suffers from hardships as separated, not so devastating as virginal separations in life, those are sad experiences, I cried staring out my window on the 405. You just gotta move forward 17, 18, 20, 22, 27 (The Worst Breakup: Age 27 Fighting with an Attorney). Chaste now for 6 years. Be smart about who you choose to date, lets not discuss further intelligences, happiness what is happiness, less talking in between, trust, acknowledgement of one anothers strengths, similar beliefs: food, exercise, sobriety, a love for NY, what else is there to life. Please do not misinterpret my reactions past as to my belongings how kept, or what was saved by me, everything that could be retained.
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Put Back: 10-18-20 Its not that big ideas are the problem, its doing too many things at once, which occurs upon making too many commitments, whether by job or by volunteer work recommended to you, not to say you are going to attend a meeting 2018, then not attend a meeting and work instead, I had a job, and while trying to meet an additional commitment attend a Brady Campaign meeting, did not attend the meeting, given my mental health issues, went to work instead (I'm sorry). And upon not attending a meeting, a public display on my website was taken down, there were unforeseen consequences as a website without likes, much to my dismay, have lost energy and have not been feeling well, now doing my best 2019 to continue working, but again by making too many commitments having two jobs, and then a third job declined an interview, did not do well moving forward at work, and upon making an additional commitment to attend the Freedom of Expression March in West Hollywood, wore Superdry, not as in SuperBad the movie, or Jonah Hill who attended my meeting, not to draw attentions to where he is in life, successful, stepping down to meet the people, we are doing great thank you for visiting! Eventually once you get going doing one thing well, you can add things to your repertoire that add additional help to bettering yourself, while performing at the one thing you are doing well, such as: (1) running (2) reading (3) dissertation (4) micro-feeds on social networks (5) website, and low and behold, a few Glambassador.com years later, you become a “My Need to Live” Everyday Role Model [1], a published article writer on a professional website, look forward to posting and sharing back to all. It’s the mini jobs you work in life, that add up to real jobs, and it’s the mini commitments you make, that add to your overall decision making when it comes to job placements and ability to function. When you have overcome so much in life, work wise, its important to keep going, it is by the wrongs you keep, that keep you from moving forward, and it is by wrongs in life, that inhibit your mood, stability, and ability to function among as accepted, given your confidence level. Always do your best to speak well, and do your best to be well liked, its not by how many people that like you who learn to accept you the way you are, but how accepting you are of yourself, enables others to love you the same if not more, just do your best to be honest, the rest takes care of itself, if you don’t need to be corrected than say so, if you need help correcting others will be there for you too, theres no need to worry where worries are not necessary, its important to enjoy the moments when things are at peace, not anticipate weak moments in time, and function now. Reference: [1] https://theneedtolive.com/?aff=36 (My Affiliate Link) Theres a turning of the tides, when others are haunted by decisions past, as losing to the arguments made by others, that to test for guilt, as to who masturbated to who, and who is attracted to who, and who is empowered by whom. That is not jealously, that is others trying to appear better than, as others are subservient to the interests of people they do not know, seek to feel empowered by, flying to DC to do myself, was because I was not being done, not about losing or to win arguments in life, but about trying to figure out why I was being rejected as not well, by those who spoke poorly of people I was close to, that is to separate me from people I trusted or to see if jealous if photo’d with to cast me out to be someone who is grose, and then upon rumors, empower others who as heard about, are treated as grose, to see who looks well, or what causes a better’d appearances in life. Sometimes people don’t stop until others feel alike that’s unfortunate, and sometimes people are punished once they have lost weight, as though they are trying to be like, or because they were not well looking in the past as known or recognized to others, because not hooked up with, its not upon rejections that weight gain is caused but upon losses in esteem, if a weight gain study is being done on me, that’s the cause.
Stop bullying heres why, whenever anyone tries to take matters into their own control, and harms you, you are a victim to their opinions of you. I messaged the President of France, and spoke to the Boulder PD today, and finger-printed with the LAPD on 07/08/19. Don’t make things about my poster, or a poster on Wilshire, who attacked me as reporting their poster online, or make things about political viewpoints, and then further dissect those viewpoints based upon your esoteric easily pin pointable impression upon me, as being of lesser intelligence because you can say what the problem is or denote me as the problem. I just spoke to the CHP today, to ask whether punishment causes long term mental health issues, that is something they recommended I speak to my Doctor about. I don’t think it is fair to criminalize people who others benefit from having known, and then treat them as though they bear characteristics not readily seeable or foreseeable in the future, as making things about people, before they have become public figures, this I have discussed in the past privately. It is for no one to dismember a family, as being like, or for bearing resemblances to members of other classes of people, to say that they are low class, dysmorphia the faces of the well, that is a current issue not readily identifiable to me, as having been well working, and offered a paid position, now not able to work, you have dreams in life, whether to work, or to work from home, everyone is entitled to work, and its not for notoriety as decisions past, to have helped promote advocacy for those in need, but as affected now, to judge me as having been affected then by any posters taken down by me, as having been associated to any violence that ensued in another state, as related to me, hurt and punished, rocks put in front of a meeting to further elaborate their position toward me, then don’t be nice to someone, who you have qualms toward, and don’t text someone attacking their good character when they are in paid positions, have moved forward, to cause debilitating conditions, is going by which books or education, my education and essays, and those are my arguments, I wrote, from my understandings, not yours, and not to portray a future condition deserving of myself, that’s a misuse of information. You cannot always go by who is prettier, or who appears less well spoken than the other, as having a more concernable depression which needs to be addressed, as related to your understanding of my writing, as “embarrassing” and to further prove embarrassment, embarrass me in public, and to further the points of attack on me, hurt me or reject me. Those are the purposes for hurting and rejecting someone to see if it causes (a) suicide or (b) violence toward self in (c) public, those are my experiences, I am very sensitive as a victim of homicide. (My viewpoint): Stop turning family against family, and dont hurt me, or create a position separate for family to take side to and leave me out of equations in life, as attached to problems your problems with me, to explain. |
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