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Put Back: 10-18-20 Original 07-20-19 “At 33, I’m tired. Im tired of people thinking I am something Im not, and its disrespectful to say the least, to be made tired, until I feel gone, or look like some kind of Batman installation at an AA meeting, that’s not the purposes for attending. If you did not like my flyers, and don’t feel the courthouse is responsible for posting depositions online well that’s not my fault, to look like some kind of open case, messenger, or otherwise twitter recollections stated out loud online. Upon the telling of any story, pregnant or not, that is not the solution to cast blame, Dorito Shampoo, or hit your head upon being asked to leave from a vigil site (then don’t drink), for someone who has passed away. For some people, locations are their favorite, and from misdirection from those who you thought were to be trusted are simply people trying to make you look stupid, thinking they are some kind of family or mafia, don’t make me disappear in life, because you think you have better outlook or candor, that’s not the solution to resolving any problems, and to add a new condition, don’t blame me for rocks, and a church disappearing, if that’s what they saw as happening, then cut the chords from your earphones, and blame me for fires, who is to blame for your outlook then as negative who is leading who and by what suits, those are personal endeavors stimied by personal endeavors, and for those reasons belongings and possessions taken away, who is responsible then for those losses in possession, and then claim that I am responsible for your losses in possession, Ive been robbed I have lost possessions, if you want to think about what is intelligence then start by thinking about what you have in life, not have not. I am not to blame for the rehashing of events, sticker put on my car, and Holocausts brought up, next stage is Cancer, I was diagnosed with Carcinoma Cancer. That is why I do not hook up, because upon the next exposure not covered by Gardisil, Stage 1. I reported a thrusting pelvic and Batman t-shirted respondent at the meeting, not deserved.” Edit: 07-24-19 The purposes for attending law school are generally for good reasons one performs, not to the defenses of others, and whether those present strong arguments as understood by others, its not until one shares, that their viewpoints in life are understood or how they articulate themselves copied, that is to the benefit of the reader to see an example of well written argument, or analysis copy, as read, education and experiences in life be affected, demarcated as a poor decision maker if can be made like or similar to those victims to whom Ive assisted in the past, its via empathy we are affected, not feeling like or being like to be understood, its tiring work, to be bullied is wrong treated as though one is tired not for good reason, thats good work that is done in law school, past the point of punishment, additional work needs to be accomplished to prove that one is good and on their own merits good, not assist of help others, make decisions, or achieve wellness, thats not selfishness, thats being put in a defensive position, and then having to prove oneself is smart, and then making things about whomever feels offended by arguments, to say that one is who they think they are a criminal or an offender, and then judge someone based upon their intelligences in life, as well or not, thats not deserved, a fight, and thats not deserved as cited to previous experiences thinking that fights are or about things as they are not, had confidences in oneself and others as connected. Dont hurt someone who is gifted as a writer, and hurt someone who gets good grades in school, as not being smart enough or being blind to the issues seen by others causing them illness, we are all well aware of the news, and issues people face on a daily basis just trying to live life, for humanity's sake, do your best not to get caught up in the little issues, or how things look, thats not the solution to your problems, date, have friends, finish school, and never lose your temper about anyone or anything, be appreciative of everything that you do have in life, and if you turn on your family as retaliation treated as someone who has lost contact with others, as not being on the same side as others, then you dont understand what trust and love are, to not be with someone, and to know that they are doing well or better without you, thats love, to continue to live your life with or without people in your life, that caring about others, you dont need to have people in your life to feel loved, and you need a career in replacement of those losses, if youre not able to live that type of life, surrounded by people you love, or surrounded by things that you love, life is not all about starting fights or fighting about things or people, its usually a waste of energy to fight, and by the end everyone feeling a better sense of themselves having heard you spoken, as though they were justified as being hard on you, once you start to develop a thicker skin toward life and yourself as you are. You can live a private life, and have a good life, or you can put your issues on the table and get picked apart by others, never in a esoteric way have I ever been offensive to anyone, and never by disclosures admitted as though I was at fault for any misinterpretations those people faced as having been associated to me, I let things go, and if people only want to be in my life for a moment, so let them, never seeking more for others, its usually others who come into my life, then leave, thats okay. 07-20-19 [removed] At 33, I’m tired. Im tired of people thinking I am something Im not, and its disrespectful to say the least, to be made tired, until I feel gone, or look like some kind of Batman installation at an AA meeting, that’s not the purposes for attending. If you did not like my flyers, and don’t feel the courthouse is responsible for posting depositions online well that’s not my fault, to look like some kind of open case, messenger, or otherwise twitter recollections stated out loud online. Upon the telling of any story, pregnant or not, that is not the solution to cast blame, or hit your head upon being served your check outside while leaving a vigil site (then don’t drink), for someone who has passed away. I went on two roadtrips January 2013, after leaving SCOTUS to Palo Alto and Las Vegas. -For some people, arousing disinterest in others, or testing for illness, generates arousal, these miscommunications only add illness not cure, upon "admissions" of addictions or mental health issues, note: the misdirection of those who you thought were to be trusted are simply people trying to make you look stupid (is what you think is happening to your reputation, they could be helping you), thinking they are some kind of family or mafia (what comradery feels like right now), don’t make people disappear in life or by (sending them to hospitals if not suicidal, because they are not home, assume they are up to no good, or abusing their meds, if taking as directed, they deserve to go home, if not in argument with anyone present) (don't re-villainize the past, creating victims or rehashing the mental health issues of others ... #dontdodrugs), just because you think you have better outlook or candor, that’s not the solution to resolving any problems, and to add a new condition, don’t blame me for rocks, and a church disappearing, if that’s what they saw as happening, [please don’t] blame me [that’s conspiracy] [Called UCLA Police to report dating] ~ask Vegas (2013) (I drove there I am an advocate, and no I do not bother others, others used to bother me, and no I dont drink, and yes I am going through something very personal its called mental health issues related to ... (#righttoprivacy) (no drinking of me is approved by me, especially during difficult times while sharing] and no I don’t feel well today (too many punishments and rejections to cause self-harm ie suicide (which is a generally inexcusable condition, however offenders past have proven it justified by taking their own lives, my suicide attempt was February 2009 unrelated to other people, no one knew me then as to be affected by everyone at all trying to communicate to me, as though on a separate team in life, as is now, on my own, trying to maintain jobs, and not be affected by voices), please stop heckling me (07-21-19)) [Don’t cause voices and self-harm], by calling me names, who is to blame for your outlook then as negative toward me (#stophate) (#stopsuicide = Don't Rehash Past Illnesses of Others Not Present, or Present to their Face) who is leading who and by what suits, those are personal endeavors stimied by personal endeavors, and for those reasons belongings and possessions taken away, who is responsible then for those losses in possession, and then claim that I am responsible for your losses in possession, Ive been robbed I have lost possessions, if you want to think about what is intelligence then start by thinking about what you have in life, not have not. I am not to blame for the rehashing of events, sticker put on my car, and Holocausts brought up, next stage is Cancer, I was diagnosed with Carcinoma Cancer. That is why I do not hook up, because upon the next exposure not covered by Gardisil, Stage 1. Just because I was once embarrassed in public treated as a reject think its okay to gather or create a side against me not existing and treat me poorly in public as stupid, or as controlled by others. Thats a misuse of someone who is good, and made to look stupid, as though theyre in a down position, thats not favorable to the best interests of anyone, to hurt someone good, doing their best. Think about the past, but dont project it forward. This is an example of a caused condition, to reply in the negative, a forced reply. I am at ease, I dont have any personal issues with anyone, and do not need help or assistance from anyone. My goal is to work, and write from home, work on books, and keep myself busy, while maintaining sobriety (2003). Its difficult to have positive relationships with people, who you get along with in person, but on the outside, everything looks negative as directed toward you, thats an unwanted pressure. I Finger-Printed with LAPD: 07-08-19 in the Application Process ... Whats this About: (1) Tumblr (a younger audience) thought justified to castrate me as (created bi). (2) Reject me as an intellectual because of doing cocaine one summer 2006. (3) Treat me as alcoholic because I drank when 21, was on Deans List. (4) Call me a pervert, because I did not date for 7 years, single. (5) Disallow me from talking to others, because those who know me do not think well of me, as expressing oneself online, tortured and called names, until I hit my head, injured. (6) Hurt my system of communication to others, reporting, as an unwanted connection. (7) Treated as an unwanted connection, hurt until the lives of others are bettered. (8) Hurt until a side is created to make all better than one, one sick, if not all. (9) To injure the character of those responsible for helping others, fail to inform. (10) When informing like so, only causes illness, as to know the personal issues of others. (11) The basis for self betterment is not via sex or masturbation, thats not how to glow. (12) To hurt ones ability to love, receive love, or give love, because one is considered bad luck. (13) To hurt someone as reject once one can define the other as having Lesbian traits. (14) When one does not get married to the benefit of the health of the other, one is not to blame. (15) When one does not get married that does not mean one is in poor health, or conditions poor. (16) Once conditions are poor, and one is proven to be in poor condition, then prove not well past. (17) Even if one is not well in the past, does not mean they are of harm to others. (18) Slamming my head into the wall was to break even with those torturing me, taking from me. (19) Once one attempts suicide thats a permanent disability that you cannot go back from. (20) All losses of consortium are due to flirting, jealousies, and infidelities -don't self-harm. (21) Dont treat people as connected who are not connected, and dont help those who harm you. (22) Anyone who benefits from having harmed you, does not deserve to be punished as ill. (23) Anyone who is ill because they do not like you, feel well listening to you, means not a match. (24) Matches are not few and far between, behaviorally, if you work hard, you find matches in life. (25) Matches have nothing to do with beauty, its all about being presentable, well sounding. (26) Whether those who are not refined are not by their education or candor brighter knowing less. (27) It does not matter how much information you know, what matters is how you deal with life. (28) Anyone who is deemed to not be respectable in public at an older age, is put down as not well. (29) Anyone who bears any resemblance to past figures is treated as old and likewise ill. (30) Anytime who assist the FBI, you are punished as looking through your things thought ill. (31) I am not responsible for the illnesses of others, as directed to groups or members of society. (32) I am not a product of what I hear, I am a product of what I know, through education. (33) I do not work as directed by others, I work via my own insights based on my education. (34) I am not affected by what others think or say, I am likeable, make friends without friends. (35) Its only by whos standing next to me studies, disempowerment occurs as compared. (36) Its only by seeing who is prettier upon comparisons, that one is deemed stronger than the other. (37) Its upon ill arguments, such as room assignments, one is made ill by incest arguments. (38) When one is a victim on incest, ie told stories though, then one becomes an advocate to. (39) One cannot be a victim of incest who is not close to a person to whom incest is claimed. (40) Dont trash people because you think they are the source of your disempowerments in life.
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Negative Attention … 06-20-19 What you hear, who you see, stay in the clear … that’s keeping your side of the street clean. My Thursday meeting, hot goes to the Ohio meeting, is no longer there, reports a lady on the street who found me parked in my car, exiting, about to attend. That’s not why there was a shooting in Ohio, if you want to make my Sister write about Hitler, I will explain to you that Im on Deans List, and its not because Im Jewish, its because he was weird, as weird as mustache cabs in LA, even with lights, quit making big jokes, I had a fluorescent martini glass in my apartment in Boulder, when I got the vaulted ceiling apartment, I put lights on the shelf above to light up the dome, and put the martini glass behind the couch, and left the air conditioner upon moving back to LA, and lost a box, go one filled with Christmas decorations Ive never owned. Everybody has a strategy for getting you sober, your landlord will break in, why I got a hotel lock on my door, added it, it jammed once I was in bed, Leo used to scratch my face and try to wake me up, he required certificates to fly back and forth to Los Angeles, left him once one Christmas Eve, drank at the bar, above the Jameroquoi escalators at Denver International Airport. I hear you guys, I see you guys, and no I did not have sex with my cousins friend who visited me in Boulder, well Denver, by 4 inch deep powdered freeway in brown lanes. You cannot take care of others, in all the chaos, if you yourself are not well, and its not worth processing the negatiive sentiments of others, and rumors, about you or others, if you don’t stay well, its easy to let them win, you can only ignore those strategies hurting your wellness, when youre not doing well in life, that’s why its important to stay sober, you are generally taunted and hear voices, if you drink or do drugs, you never make it to a football game you have season tickets for, after one kickback with a box of liquor, and drinking a mini Patron to yourself, not smart. Your friends will love you anyways, just turned 21, good, you should be on Deans List if you are reading this right now. Its those who cannot stay focused that struggle the most, the better able you are at switching gears in life, the more success you will achieve, that’s being able to put one thing down and pick another thing up, if you are having trouble multi-tasking in life, its probably because something past is holding you down or backwards in life, or others are not being understanding of you, learn to just let things go, the more power you give to those incidences past when you were not well, the worse off you will feel or become, look like the bad friend, or the drug addict, or the insensitive one, that tends to be the pattern to demarcating who is of value, and who is a loss, and no one supports lost causes, they generally fend for themselves to stay glued to ideas that bring them good luck in life. Know yourself. I don’t think its appropriate for others to be hurtful toward any person who is trying to better themselves, its not appropriate to criticize the past of others, and its certainly not appropriate to be mean to those who self-harm, or trying to better themselves for themselves, that’s an unreasonable territory creation as toward someone who they think is not deserving of being apart of and by sharing the voice of a criticism see how someone responds as self-harming that’s an unwanted retaliation upon someone, as thinking they as after self-harming and blogging seek the same treatment or better treatment from others, that is not what is sought simply a refrainment from criticism as this causes self-harm to criticize someone who has every right in the privacy of their personal spaces or with others to whom they confide in to discuss their problems, that puts no one at risk of harm to cause illness to someone who is suicidal but it does cause me illness for others to assume I am ill and because I am not well of risk of harm to others, it should not therefore be the cause and trigger for someone to self-harm and then by use of their private spaces justify a harm to that person as of risk of harm to others, had the first harm not occurred and so follow as the suicidal ideation and self-harm would not occur. Its an unwanted discussion among non-professionals as to my psychiatric condition if Im doing well not make worse my condition to please any one person who is against me, as I am not deserving of suicide 2009 and do not think its positive for negative discussions to occur as to my Twitter account 2017 which could not be taken down and is causing me suicide, as not attached to anyone famous, and then to say if I commit suicide that my 10 follower account 2012 is what caused me illness or that my illness now is attributed to my own decision making, no that is not true sometimes we become ill by what is around us and sometimes we isolate and sometimes what is said is used to cause us harm and by that harm of words we choose others cause harm to us, and by their complaints wait until we self-harm to then justify a harm when well 2017.
You cannot move forward if in retaliation others bring up incidences past in defense of others, or treat you as in the side opposition made to look worse than in the past as the side opposed to, when you were once conservative any oddities stand out to you that was 2008, later in 2009 those oddities if they pile up can cause further illness, those were my arguments then when I later needed help and sought help those incidences were used to make me look like I needed help turned on, upon disclosing my problems to others, that’s an unwanted retaliation upon someone who was otherwise independent of others, made to be less than others, and by making someone less than others appear bigger of better than and leave me worse off, then compare my past as though I was affected while younger and then as older … held those resentments and that those resentments were any driving force in life … that’s not how to achieve in life by remembering your past, if you have things to remember they are called upon by your memory or triggered by others an in memory of you … that is how the mind works … you cannot control what people think you an only control what you think, and if as told or untold people are memorizing stories about you to match what they think and then re-trigger stories about you now, to further the thoughts now of your past, to see if others come forward and none come forward then it is not me who is offender but an unwanted retaliation upon me, and for each instance in which I was made sick in retaliation to false ideas about me, I am therefore not responsible for the illnesses of others that followed in thinking less of me and because less of me was thought, I did not deserve to be punished it is for those reasons upon reasons I committed suicide 2009 and its not my fault.
Theres no such thing as a justifiable use of force upon a persons or group of persons, the reason being you cannot justify any offense toward someone in defensive of an offense taken without committing a offense toward someone you think is deserving without them or anyone arounf them getting hurt by those defenses to self, why its important not to insult or provoke for the purposes of causing illness in someone else, as toward them thought deserved. There are many sensitive people at this time whom would agree, with a higher degree of sensitivity to the issues, understand not to insult people purposefully as you have no idea what they are experiencing behind the scenes, and no neither they nor anyone else deserves self-harm by fighting or insult. Its often too late and requires too much change to change the opinions or actions past toward groups or individuals, and by the time any words are spoken to those interactions the pain has already occurred whether its my empowering the wrong people as stating what has occurred out loud, disempowering the speaker, or resulting in self-harm to the listener who has not yet spoke, just because someone does not attend meetings does not mean they are using and just because someone has gained weight does not mean they were using, often times its because of medications we gain or lose weights as prescribed be careful not to offend people you do not self-identify with and think jusitifed as being above someone who self-dentifies publicy that its okay to cross-talk and make sick any others persons to an audience, and call that uplifting speech … to inspire hate toward people, as justified by your telling of a story about self that is falsified to mirror the story of someone else in the audience to whose story on the outside looks like the story youre telling by looking at someone and judging them, making up a story about yourself. Its very rare to be in a group of people who tell stories to see what you self-identify with, and out loud ridicule you until you committ suicide or become ill, because they are testing your waters, to try to fix you, its is never the responsibility of others to fix others, and it is never the responsibility of the speaker to self-identify in others what their problems are that’s an unwanted diagnosis and causes illness to me, #stophate #AA.
Don’t gamble with your freedoms in life, or the input made by others, be abusive toward others to affect their input or output online, not everyone blogs and has the benefit of the confidences of others, to not be made to look like a party of interest or a person to be used for information creation to create arguments toward the source of information creation. We all utilize sources of input differently that doesn’t put us at the source of intel or make us look like we are a source of intel, it just means that we are observant, “we” meaning my personality type. Not everyone is the same, and by my personality not the same or gifted in the same way as others, we all do our best … its important therefore not to be judgmental toward people who do do their best and at the same time things still go wrong, allow people to move forward in life, it is not the responsibility of any one person to cure the faiths of others to believe in anything bigger than themselves, and when all faith has been lost blame others for their loss of faith as those they were not in tune or in alignment with the masses nor blame those who were not made aware of who was in alignment, blame them for not stepping in or intervening with the abstract interpretations or justifications for making outter pictures of inner pictures in life. You cannot blame building fixtures, as matching fixtures to explain prayer in a graveyard, you cannot blame suicide mentions for running to a graveyard, you cannot blame marching on school shootings or for personal basis (I was holding my macbook), you cannot blame gay for death, or for suicide, any hate is on its own wrong, no type of hate can be typified to justify why and by whom was at attack and if proven gay, that those attacks upon that person, caused the death of others, no offender can be used as identified to identify whether others are like and if so an offender for fame or to be in the news as popular as, no offense if not similar to the same degree can be used as in jest pryed from, and be used to justify attacks on someone as in defense to whether they are gay or not, and then call them gay and blame the deaths of others past due to them being gay to then prove they are perverted or that there is something wrong with them, that’s is an unreasonable search of a persons private spaces to justify a hate toward them, that does not explain ituningings my law school class, taking down two houses is not justification for the taking down of houses in Texas, and no Silicon Beach moving here and Clueless and fires are not related nor is the hail storm in the Valley, due to any deficiency in the part of the people to identify the problem, or whats of problem. Who is dating and who is not dating does not determine who is good or who is bad, it simply means have faith that does not mean that if there was a loss of faith that that loss of faith is justification for why songs were written as though faith was lost in that way, I attempted suicide 2009 because of 9/11, living in West Hollywood, and drinking, that’s looking at the past and assembling things wrong, which is why I stayed in law school and attended two law schools to assemble things better or not at all, if you have to assemble things to make sense of your world be sure to always stay positive, that’s your best bet moving forward not focusing on incidences past of individuals or of others in groups, and alike them as to the causes for which incidences occur, that’s a wrongful misidentification of someone who has remained silent and then upon speaking accusing them of something else, to put them in for something else ... [removed].
You’ll reach varying points in sobriety, no matter what you intend on quitting, it will take time, its like co-dependency where you ended someone or something to fulfill a need to make you feel whole, which can be accomplished by otherwise doing something positive for yourself, to help stabilize your mood, its usually when you are not doing things to help yourself or others, that your luck runs out, either causing harm to yourself, or others feeling harmed by your lack of care for yourself, treat you differently, at those times when you are focused on your goals in life, if not in alignment with the goals of others, there may be a questionable space to which they feel the right to question your purposes as not being for positive purpose, if you keep rehashing suicide at a meeting then yes I will run to the graveyard fence and back before a meeting in protest, as a victim of suicide, its very triggering to hear a story about someone who has lost a loved one to suicide, and not feel empathy for others, including the story teller, if the opposite was saught to occur to trigger empathy in a suicide victim for the victim, than that is testing the empathies of others, and their responses to the passing of others, if empathied with or not empathized with and by their reactions deem whether they are sympathetic of the causes for suicide of others, with or against the groups methodology, from my standpoint as someone attending a meeting twice a day for 90 days, that was offensive not a great selling point for the meeting, to have lost someone past, when the meeting is together now, in the positive, at points in the past, there may have been other triggering factors, its important not to blame bloggers or law students for their existence, and claim that my existence online or in law school spurred illness in others or to their interpretations. -Why I built a website mymollydoll.com some people just don’t know when to stop experimenting with the psyche of others … you never know who similarly may be affected by the experiments of others, myself included, and its important as on the outside not to be interpreting the actions of others, on a together note, and think maybe my response was a justified ill response to the triggering of discussions of suicide in a meeting why was it okay for someone to talk about a loss of sponsee by suicide but not okay for me to discuss my suicide.
There is no right to prosecution when you make extended efforts to intimidate any witnesses. That includes people who think they met your son before their passing, not responsible for any tv shows made to defame any persons or spread rumors about others as though they knew they were being talked $hit about about and continued to be free with their bodies drink, I was dating Rob 2007-2010 and Aaron 2010-2013, at no point was I ever deserving of being defamed or talked about in the abstract as lesser than, I was a law student then and still a law student now. Don’t then make me responsible for anyone talking poorly of me or about me, then amplifying that hate toward someone, yes that is considered hate to objectify or make look negative the image of someone and treat them as a joke, or of a lesser species in life, able to handle jokes or being made fun of especially if I’m a victim of homicide be made fun of, as though I think Im famous, and with that fame trying to become known or in the news known or be more famous than others, aware of those capabilities, that’s an unnecessary experiment, as though Im not to be used in the positive my good character, then that is something you can handle behind the scenes by saying simply who should be put on stage, shes in law school lets not put her character on stage yet, not hurt the image of someone as though theyre a gonner when theyre a successful law student, or treat someone as not deserving of success. There was another suicide, by someone who I similarly did not speak to do not remember speaking to, as a guest with other parties, friends, to whom when spoken to was probably not focused on or had a conversation with … who later committed suicide. These are not coincidences, “I think not” nor is my fault upon putting together and disclosing, for anyone to further make fun of me in a meeting or otherwise to lead me toward conclusions as spoken backward about that disclose the meeting of these two individuals who have passed, similarly my brother and my sister lose friends, due to drugs and alcohol. I disclosed specifically not in a “general way” to Bazelon for Mental Health a job interview (2011) therefore there need not be any further discussion as toward my mental health affecting others if with a blog … to have fewer incidences I would recommend taking on the task of supporting the issues around a campaign not by attacking others, as fighting causes illness, causes isolation, and affects the well being of everyone.
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Whats even worse than everything you say getting repeated is when others say things for you to repeat and say, and as the words spoken through you feel a sense of empowerment over you, that’s them treating you as below them, and them feeling better than you as though you deserve suffering and or ridicule. I just relapsed had 5 beers on 03-25-19, my sober date was 04-02-17, for no reason in particular, its not instead of self-harm one self-harms but it’s in a positive way not allowing others embarrassments as toward you, can embarrass yourself, its no ones responsibility to correct your reputations in life, and drinking is never the solution for anyone who knowingly self-harms, to self-harm, not all those who self-harm who are not close to anyone, understand the consequences of self-harm and not to speak for others, only myself, its not until it is too late, that we realize the consequences of self-harm. Its for no one to judge for what reasons read or misread, and upon who is blamed for whos condition, illness occurs, that not the responsibility of the well to pick others apart, you can either participate in getting well or opt out of receiving care from others, whos care you are not under at the time you self-harm, that’s not being fake, that just opting out of receiving care from someone or a group of people you felt harmed by, that is not being permitted to run at night, on Provigil and hospitalized for 28 days for going to a meeting unshowered in a hat, talking about breakups and how breakups were causing me to not feel well. Whenever you get tired whether its from working or unwanted pressures in life either you or others put on you, never assume that it is for retaliation others hold something against you, often times once you provide defenses the side of the other is automatically taken, that’s not a fight its whatever makes people feel better is the side taken, I was hospitalized and the ER let me go home, then my Father was hospitalized, that’s not the same as 2009 when I attempted suicide and my Father was hospitalized, the times are not the same, the pressures, not the same, I had no reason to be embarrassed always a lady in public and with a positive reputation, and never an alcoholic, it is who you surround yourself with that you become a product of when using drugs or alcohol, for what reason people experience mental illness, if there has been a previous misuse of drugs or alcohol you can always credit their current hardships to their past uses, that’s just a fact of life, that peoples unhappiness’s are much to do with their poor decision making skills and that what has happened to them in life is a result of their poor decision making skills, understand that it is never the victims fault, and not wait until one becomes mentally ill to them then label them the opposite as deserving of mental illness to free oneself from blame, 2017 was the worst year of my life, and do not plan to discuss or relive that year just like 2009 #stopsuicide. |
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