People expect you to be in sync, whereby any element tough, is deemed to be a defense to others, some information made private, through deposition disclosures sometimes is not information known to all for the entirety of their lives, whereby all later interpretations of people get viewed in the negative a test for communications, upon anyone else suddenly being tougher than, having something others do not, confidence, and that’s what happens when people go through your things, and find things, and then try to say that you were doing something scary, or hid something scary to scare someone upon finding it, and that’s not the purpose for managing an inventory as sick as that may sound to anyone else, think that life is about being tough, for what? Not even now demands anyone to be tough, its when someone on the inside of wellness is caused illness, that’s to do away with a person or their associations in life, thinking connected to bad people which is what happens when you get robbed, as though that’s your innate inclination to not be liked, or for things to work out disfavorably in your best interests of others. Everyone wants to know why everyone gets sick and its really none of anyones business to understand the causes for slowing any Titanic down for that matter or what about, lifes not a series of moves, not then and not now, none of it funny at this point in time. So for whatever reasons you think I am here, to be scary, bossy, or comeback from anything, is not the purpose for this blog, what later comes around, as though what goes around comes around like I deserve Karma, for having done anyone wrong, not in my life, or made anything difficult for anyone to understand, without written communications, things don’t get complicated, until everything gets read for what has not been communicated thought to be held secret, and that’s what happens when you say your fears out loud, as though others are supposed to keep secret your now unhappiness with self, as though anyone has anything to do with that caused, we all take responsibility when we get one uped in life, a let down, lets not anyone lose our minds about it, or struggle mentally, there is a such thing as being happy, without overanalyzing every detail of someones candor or speech,. And that’s when things are taken too far, to cause illness, or do away with one person, as though they are too late, not successful enough, trying to be the solution and at the same time be seen as a cause, and when no amount of hospitalization can be viewed as doing the right thing for me, that’s when people start doing the right thing for themselves or so it seems to have been done. I always do my best to be clear, and for whatever reasons sometimes panic, but never violent or angry toward anyone, including myself, Im not sure what amount of loss in anything power, respect, confidence, amounts to anger, its not one of my issues, not one of my expressions, and if I am tough or stand up for myself too soft spoken to be anything scary and that’s when your face matters as recorded remembered to be someone off beat passionate, and that’s negative judgment of you in private, as though others are entitled to see how far along you are in life, and when you stop to think its about whats in your computer, you stop thinking about whats online, you stop thinking about whats on your twitter, or email, and then what is the cause for that energy toward you or illness felt, loss, is that time being lost, where did your momentum go, was it deserved, what causes your mind to rot or become sick ill, is it your own mixed feelings about yourself, that must be one element of staying well, pride, not just a gay analogy, privacy. So when someone takes their anger out on you, that’s you being fed to the wolves, and then being blamed as though that’s what happened if that happens now, no that’s just someone following you, then making you look stupid, as though you have ever appeared smarter than anyone in the history of time, stood out in that way, it must be a new line of respect now. I thin forgiveness goes a long way, but the more you disclose, the less compassion others have for you, and that’s a sad fact about life, not until you or someone gets sick, does someone stop, or not until something occurs that doesn’t make them feel good do they realize nothing can be done. Don’t let anyone push you to your limits in life, life was meant to be lived, not worrying about crimes, the lives of others, or a crime made out of your life, be treated as someone who is a fraud, who has not worked hard, nor never done their best to be professional with no problems. Im always honest, something I was noted for at a meeting, I guess its by how things were when they were well, that no one comes to believe as being true, when you become worse off, over subtle jokes if any as though your fears, were not legit, that’s seeing through another lens in life.
Maybe explains why I registered as a corporation, because Petrocelli does Corporation Defense, I got an update about him in a Super Lawyers Magazine article pointed out to me in Law School at a SFV Bar Member meeting, did the depositions, I later did deposition summaries at work, they're all intense, thats just how they are, professional. I wore makeup once to Professor Feldman's class, Im sure that brought up a bunch of other issues, not aware of, sorry. A recruiter from O'Melveny & Meyers contacted me on Linkedin, at one point, applying again.
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