Spent 2 hours trying to switch my iCloud email account, make a new one, and fix my phone. Then spent 2 hours writing to stop voices, which doesn’t stop bullying voices, still figuring out how to respond to bullying, what makes them feel at ease, whats a loss to me, whats a win to them, and how to think speak and behave, so that I don’t ruin any relationships or rapport.
Today I wore all pink, without knowing that the sky would be pink today, and the other day I wrote about things in not positive way, and then sky was dark and cloud came over and rain. You will think a lot of about life, but you will not know the beauty of life, until you waste time getting tired, not saying the right things, not able to use your smarts, or get weak trying to reason with any voice, that doesn’t appreciated being connected to you hearing from you. The main lesson, is that eventually everyone learns of one another, and if the world feels small that’s not in a good way, so always do your best to represent others well, even the ones who took over for leadership positions when others were not strong, a positive representation. What is a life force? Someone you improve for, it may not be actually happening for you in life, but it will be someone to remind you, that you don’t know it all, or if you suffer will be because of something you have done wrong, not always deserved, but a pain is also not a feeling you can fight about, inquire about, prove happened, or try to make sure doesn’t happen, all that matters is that you accept those who are well, for being well, when everyone needed to see the beauty in life, focus on the positive, not for anyone to feel replaced by any lesser order, or any lesser being, or any lesser influence, or any lessor intelligence, not in tune with their surrounding, or even happy with who they are, upon connecting will always be a responsibility, to say what is proper, not to challenge anyone listening, when there are listening ears, that’s also a heart that’s being invested, a heart that can be torn, a heart that deserves sensitivity, when that cannot be provided, you will not inherit a stronger heart or a stronger body, or become that person proving anyone wrong in life, and that’s setback, pain, and miscommunication, all of which leaves you in a feeling of not saying the right things, or even worse bringing upon yourself any pains in life, or crediting ones own relationships in life, as not having suffered any pains, or being used to subject anyone else to pains in life by comparison. Who is leading who, by description, it will be you what you say that will lead the thoughts that others have with regards to you, whether you have something of intelligence to say or whether you would ever respond or react in a way that subjects anyone to harm, especially the vulnerable, especially the disable, especially the young, especially those with futures. So although its important to win and be strong, that’s not how you get power and light, seeing someone, ruining their life, and then become spokeperson to the issues for everyone. That’s not how a person is represented that’s not how to appear better or be viewed in the wrong, no one is tolerant of anyone who needs love, or photos in order to be loved, it’s a new thing, probably short lived, and not a respected form of communication, the fruit for disagreement. So when is it painful, when everyone was okay and youre not okay, because of voices, they think are from online, readers don’t talk, so it must be something talking about or connecting them trying to talk to me, to see if I can hear and whether Im mean to myself or if I hear the voice of someone self-harm, I think if you get hurt within your body, by a voice, that can hurt your mind and body, and then not catering to the understanding of another, then made to self harm as though a voice does not matter, and that’s not how to live life, be treated as someone without a voice, or be given voices as described and create some network of voices within a body to see how power is retained, lost, or made, and by what advices is one able to steer clear. I think life goes on, and if you get sick, its not always your fault, and if there is a pressure you cannot withstand you can call your attorney and police, and if you recover its okay to blog, if you later become not strong enough to work, that’s okay too, but don’t make anything you think past bipolar important for anyone who is not smart enough to be able to tell what has happened or what is presently going wrong for you, so what hurt is, something I cannot explain, what is hurting me, and that’s being hurt some place I cant see it, something I recently feared was being done to me, to treat me as someone who connects or believes there to be a connection where there is not one, and has fake fantasies about themselves with another they admire, to people who are not inviting in that way, and wrongfully accuse you of watching people, or deriving joy from watching people, or cause you sickness if well among, and then see how you feel without anyone, its all painful, past the point of not doing well, and its not something you need to explain to anyone, why you were nice looking and smart, now in pain.
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