The worst that could happen is actually happening, someone attacking me online for things said in private or in public, I suppose my luck has just run out. You would think that people would be forgiving of you, understanding your mental health issues, while supporting you, but that’s just not the case. Never underestimate the power of anyone who holds a personal vendetta toward you. No one is obligated to continue on in a relationship that not longer suits them or benefits them, that’s plain to see. When someone does not make you feel good anymore, its okay to stop talking to them. But don’t be surprised if they start attacking you online, like what is happening to me, not something Ive expected, Ive been trying to play it cool for several months now, being cordial, and letting things go lightly, but Im at my threshold of sympathies for anyone, who would ask for compromising photos of me, during a down, a COVID-19, protest, riot type of down, who does that to someone? Im trying not to have a bipolar episode over this hitting my head, or become suicidal, but this person called my Mom, how dare he. Its like they just want to get to know you, so they can make money off of you, and then hurt you while theyre at it, that’s totally unacceptable. I dont owe anything to anyone, expect my good health. The only person I am required to respond to is a doctor or my therapist, not someone random interviewing me about everything under the moon they can think of, who I am responding to just so they wont attack me and publish hate pages about me online, my feelings are really hurt. I feel like I cant trust anyone, it makes me not want to blog anymore, or talk to anyone. I think this is a good time to take a break from blogging and really re-evaluate my purpose for writing online, and whether that purpose has been served. I have worked so hard over the years to develop and fine tune a sound work space online, for all to read, and I don’t think this person has the right to stop me from following my dreams to be a writer, and a published author. What he is doing is defamatory, its exposing me on not well days responding to him, bothering me everyday with texts, and all night, and if I don’t respond posts a page on Facebook, without my permission, sharing nude photos of me requested for, and other texts. There are moments when you are vulnerable, and unfortunately I was too nice to him, shared. #stopbullying #stophate #stopdefamation #stopsuicide -Not feeling well.
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